See this Mr bean??? i always feel like i look like mr bean....not on look but on the way people look at me...sometime i love the quietness around me when no one is with me..i am always by myself...just like bean,his only best frenx which i believe is only the bear which he always bring along. i hope people can regard me as their best frenz....as i really regard everyone around me as their friends.

i am envious of Hoyan,his stead is always by her side no matter where she goes.i suddenly love the feeling when i am working in Sheng Siong,spider is around me all the time....!!! Although we were working in the different deparment,but i love the feeling to know that he is by my side. i always see hoyan and Guohao holding hands in the school,so envious...not that spider never hold my hands or dote on me....i must admit that spider dote on me very much(that is wat all my frenz say...),he let me do the thing i want to do...but,nowadays i realise that this is not the relationship i want...i miss the days when we first together,i miss the first dating where we went bugis,first holding hands at first date,i miss the day when my heart pump very fast when he first kiss me in the cinema at bugis...but now...i can't find the atmosphere anymore!!!i never feel my heart pump very fast when he hold me or kiss me...i just feel that there is no chemisty in us.sometime i always wonder that is spider just like a 'kor kor' to me or i always regard him as my boyfrenz...someone tell me pls???