i went to the TeoChew to attend the ceremony for scholarship and bursary...i hope so much that spider can be here to watch me go up stage and receive the prize...he is not there....i wished he was here...to share my happiness....i wish that i can do something to make him feel proud....have i done anything to make him proud like a peacock???
i once ask him had i did anything that he feel proud of??? He said because of my everything, he feel very proud....

Zhu Zhu....how i hope u were here with me during the ceremony...

I Love You. <3