i 17 going to be 18 le...i have grow up le...i want to find Bi Xia back...i miss the days she understand me....i had ask Zhi Yan for advise...he asked me to fllow my heart...Ben also...i had msg her...but in my heart i still worry that she wont answer me... actually, i really cherish ppl around me...Just to sae a word to my dear friend: " i'm sorry"

My class look like we are being divided into 2 gangs....haiz....i not in any of the gangs pls....i want frenzs,not gangs

I saw an old lady selling tissue paper at the bus stop near SP,i want to buy from her but my spider stopped me...i dunno why i will cry whenever i saw poor ppl like the old lady...i am emotional...i am mad...i just want everyone to live in peace and they won't have to worry abt money...i want the places i go are all 'poor ppl' 'free',i want everyone around me to live happily...

i love spider,therefore,i maybe will going to break with my spider. My relatives all don like him, same as my parents...i am lying to him that i will marry him if i grow up...but,everyone know that we wont be having the happy ending(which i always want with my spider)...i hope he would find someone who will really marry him and love him...i cant give him proise that i will make him happy...he always want to protect me that seem harm to me..."spider, i have grow up le...i think i can protect myself...so,pls leave me..."
Pls leave me before i regret,thanks for doting on me,i love the feeling when u dote on me but it's the time i shall let u go...let u find someone who really can give u happiness,someone who her parents love u as their son...pls go...this is the only thing i can return ur love on me...i'm sorry...